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Scared, hiding, numb by lilfallengrl1384, literature

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Scared, hiding, numb

Surrounded by the shadows I'm blocking it all out Making myself numb once more Again I fall to the floor Hiding here behind this wall Stopping this deafening shout I need someone to help me escape Find myself feeling out of place I want to be myself with you But I cannot let go I've learned to play this game I'll never be the same Searching for what I've lost of me The parts I can't show Then maybe one day you'll see Who i am; the real me

Losing by lilfallengrl1384, literature

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Losing

I said i'd never lose to you Those time you made me cry My stubborn streak wouldn't let me It's the one thing I can't deny No matter what you did to me I swore I'd never give in Cause me all the pain you want I just cant let you win I said i'd never lose to you Those times you made me cry But everything I felt for you I just could not deny No matter what you did to me I always let you back in You caused me all this pain And pushed away again

Condemned by lilfallengrl1384, literature

Truth Behind the Fairy Tale by lilfallengrl1384, literature

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Truth Behind the Fairy Tale

Once upon a time I believed the stories, I believed in Prince Charming And Happily Ever After I don't anymore Now I see the error of my ways Prince Charming was really the villian, Happily Ever After only last For as long as it takes to say the phrase And there are no princess in America, That's too sexist for a modern worman It just reminds us that reality is backwards, Not the fairy tales. They got it right, humanity got it wrong And now we are all doomed. Doomed to live in a fairy tale Straight out of the Twilight Zone God gave us the fairy tale with Eden We manage to throw it away for a lousy apple.

Stuck on Repeat by lilfallengrl1384, literature

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Stuck on Repeat

Yesterday was happiness, Today that all has changed. Nothing is forever joy, My life's been rearranged. I wish I could rewind, Go back to yesterday, But where would that led me? Right back to today? If only I could turn back time, But do I really want to? Would history repeat itself? Would I once again lose you? Friendships are lost everyday, So why does this hurt so bad? This pain is nothing new to me, Why does it make me feel sad? I should be moving on with life, But I'm stuck here on repeat. Trying to fix the unfixable; An unbeatable system I'm trying to beat.

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www.myspace.com/lillfallengrl1384
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If I could just do one thing for the rest of my life, it would be traveling the world and taking pictures of everything. That's me.

Current Residence: Battle Ground, WA
Favourite genre of music: Various
Favourite photographer: April May
MP3 player of choice: my phone, Samsung Instinct
Favourite cartoon character: Tweety Bird
Personal Quote: Life is bound to knock you down, so learn to fall and have someone you can trust to pick you back up

Favourite Visual Artist

van gogh, monet

Favourite Movies

Boondock Saints, Transporter, Trainspotting, Equalibrium...(okay, i'll stop now)

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

again a long, long list...flogging molly with be the band of the day

Favourite Writers

Edger Allan Poe, Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Favourite Games

Champions of Norrath, Guiter Hero, Crazy Taxi, Halo (what a mix)

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation 2, Nintendo, xbox 360

Other Interests

PHOTOGRAPHY (duh, right), hanging w/ friends, wandering, playing around with photo altering programs

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lilfallengrl1384

Nov 18, 2008

just an update for my friends

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so, it's been awhile since I've been on here, maybe for a lack of the angst required for me to write.  I posted a picture up a while back of me and a fella, well, we have now been together for over a year.  Things have been very up and down, but in general I'm happy.  i have a good job and a hopeful promotion coming up.  but I'm sure that I'll have some things to post soon because i have still been writing and taking pictures.

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lilfallengrl1384

Sep 4, 2007

confusion

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everything in life is so confusing, never just straight forward and to the point... i understand the importance of learning from life, from our mistakes and such, but for once, just one time i wish that everything could just be simple for a little while.  Everything in life is like this puzzle i just can't quite solve and i just want everything to come together on it's own for once. I wish that things would figure me out instead of me having to figure everything out and then explain myself.  it's so exhausting and i'm so tired.  i just don't have the energy for life anymore.

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lilfallengrl1384

Jul 21, 2007

life in general

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so, i think that i just need to come to realize that i kinda suck at life.  i use to be good at this whole life thing, but i really suck now. point one, i suck at making new friends.  i used to know that who i am is good enough, but now i'm shy and reserved.  what the hell is that all about?  it might have something to do with my ex.  just a bit. point two, i suck at dating.  when you haven't really had to worry about dating for almost 4 years, you get all out of practice.  i don't know how to date as a 22 years old woman.  i know how to date as a 18 year old fresh out of high school.  it was much easier then. i'm not use to this being sing